She Walks In Beauty

The most I want to see is that living is simple, just keep the authentic. I can not find any reason not to keep authentic toward your own short life. it is only several decades or even less. Therefore, I hope I must live truly and authenticly. Since I get the chance to live on the earth, I suppose, no matter what reason it is, I should remain the attitude toward to have a real life.

With the developping of the fast-step socity, there are something changing so quick that even you can not catch anything except to live happily and meanig every minutes or even second. After living for more than twenty two years, I would like to see I live happily and also very confprtable. Now, sometimes, I would like to pursuit to somehing material or sipmply say, just money. In fact, I am not covet at all ,but the people around and the whole socity have pushed me to the edge to be the moneygrubber. As a matter a fact ,I have to live tired to study the things I am not favor. In fact ,unfortunately,I have not yet find my favorate thing yet at this moment, I just do the same thing as well as others always do .

Steve jobs said ( at this moment, I can not find anything that deserved me to be believe in for I think the current socity have totally makes me confused about everything,including the evil and kind, of course ,I am obsulutely lost) if you reckon  today is the last day in your life ,will you fdo the thing that you most favore?  Just the question , in fact ,I have read it before ,but at that moment, there are nonething special for me .this is because , I did not find my favorate thing , so what will I do . now ,after steve jobs had passed away, I consider that the live and death is true, that will be what I believe in forever. Maybe one day, I would be old and can not run or even walk anymore, at that tome , I even do not find my favor, how about that feeling.